Friday, December 18, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 22:50

okay guess what time i went to sleep this morning? lol. 6am. no actually my movie finished at 6 and i only slept at 7am. haha. was smsing with rick. lol. i got bored so at 6am i sent him this morning call message. =.-' then who knows he got up like 15 minutes later so we sort of chat for an hour haha. so funny.

i am impressed. he remembers trivial things like, i sleep with my sisters. haha.

okay and i guess that made my day. i didn't scold anyone today. :p

oh and i have no idea why am i so exhausted right now. true, i've only slept for like 7 hours today but still!

went midvalley today cause today's some idk what public holiday so mum didn't teach today. i mean, midvalley is so huge but somehow me and family were like walking rounds around the places that me and hueychin visited like few days ago. so i got bored quite fast. after all, not much have changed since the day i last visited the place.

yknow what, i'm actually supposed to go for this christmas party with ahrou? but ended up didn't cause mum didn't allow. haha. i think my mum wants to spend time with me, that's why. haha. after all, she doesn't really have many days to rest? i mean, like work and everything.

oh but it wasn't at all unproductive lah. i bought yet another bag. a backpack this time. cost like hundred plus. so again, i became the one who spent the most money, again. ): oh but the bag is really nice? as in the colour and texture and size and well, everything. (: well, this is it! (:

uh yeah so that's about it lah, for my day. i wanna go kacau rick again tomorrow morning. hehe. disturbing him is so fun. LOL. so i'd better sleep earlier. i don't think i can stay up till six again. heheeeee. (:

slave of Perfection.

p.s: oh and i have my ear plugs ready this time. so if it rains or what, i'll just put them on and continue sleeping, without disturbance ahhaha. (:

p.p.s: i think this is the shortest post in idk how long LOL. i tired lah okay.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 14:50

was woken up by the rain. the sound of the raindrops hitting on the tiles of my roof was so noisy. and annoying. excuse me, can't you see i'm still sleeping and i need to sleep? okay actually i'm already supposed to get up by that time, considering that it was already 1345. hmm.

then just when i decided to and almost successfully block out the noise and continue my beauty sleep, my youngest sister burst into the room and started shouting at the top of her voice. GOD! not now! ):

"MUMMY BOUGHT KFC! FASTER WAKE UP THEN GO DOWN AND EAT!"

wah excuse me, i am not deaf. i'm just sleeping. can you like, be considerate and speak softly? !#&^%&$*#()! then after that somehow my brain felt awake. so i couldn't sleep anymore. so i gave in and went down. f lah!

then my other sister gave me rubbish attitude also. okay i should stop criticizing my sisters like that. somehow i just don't feel too good today i think. she was on earphone when i was talking to her. so i assumed she could hear me since she didn't bother taking it off while i was talking. i mean, i can also talk to people while on earphones, see? hmm but that didn't seem to be the case. i finished talking, she gave me this blur look and say, "huh?" and she asked me to repeat. i was like, wtf?!

anyway, i sort of feel numb to everything now. idk why. don't even ask me why. i have no answer to that. and internet is so b slow idk why also.

i'm currently loading this mv on youtube and at the same time, downloading it using realplayer. both are making super duper slow progress. alright, let's see which one wins. the tortoise or the snail? annoyanceeee. ):

hmm oh and on a positive note, i'm gonna start working too, following kimmy and suik. voluntary work. i doubt i would get paid teaching for my mum, after spending so much of her money. it's like, no matter i work or not, i'll still get like pocket money. but it's just that if i work, i feel better spending those money, although i think i use more money than i deserved. hmm.

whatever.

anyway, my distraction plan seems to be working, slightly. the more i get myself involved in other things, the less i think of him. but once i stop acting like some mad woman, all i could think of is him. GAD. ):

ohwell.

on a random note, just to clarify: hey people, i am single but unavailable, alright? (:

slave of Perfection.

p.s: i am hungry again, sien. ):

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 00:57

hi people. i'm supposed to blog now but after the pirate ship ride, i don't think i could do it now hahahah. ahrou sorry to disappoint you hahaha. i know you are a loyal reader of mah blog. (: see i haven't typed anything weird yet.

(edited)

okay so hi again. i am finally blogging about yesterday. i thought i would be blogging about it last night, but apparently, there was this unexpected turn of events hahah. okay i should really start blogging using really cheeeeem and professional phrases like that. hmm before i say anything, i think my eyes are failing me. the distance between my eyes and my tablet screen is currently less than 50cm and yet everything looked so blur. F!

so i went out with primary school mates yesterday. saw a lot of people. not really a lot of them were there, but definitely more than what you see if you go out randomly. anyway, that's not the point. hmm. so me and rou decided to meet at 12pm (okay remember this time) and we were reading in popular.

idk what they were reading lah. i was only looking at them read. i think it was some comic or cooking book. idk idk idk. then we went greenbox. uh was funny hahah. fuyuan and xiuhong didn't see me. didn't recognize me at first. lol. i was like shouting like some mad woman at them. haha. then i crashed their room cause they told me yongkeat was inside. hahha hadn't seen him in like more than a year? yeah. okay then went back to our own room.

uh it was very funny how sometimes we thought we know a song but when you only listen to the background music, nothing can come out of your mouth? hahah.

i think i should start looking through the lyrics of songs. and start listening to radios whatever. i need to be updated with the uh current music. hahah ps i very outdate liao now.

uh and i had this impromptu argument with this staff there. idk why i did it. i can't even remember what i said. sorry guys. uh i know i gave this super uh idk-how-to-say attitude to that person. he didn't even offend me. ps. but yknow, i know if 'he' was there at that time, he'd have stopped me, half-scolding. hahah in his usual tone. okay no emo talk now.

anywayyyy then we watched jump. felix came just before the movie. it's some 'other language movie' that rick didn't want to watch with me. =.-'' well. it was a funny movie haha. should drag rick to watch 'other language movies' in the cinemas. then we came out. went kimgary. for dinner.

gosh i think that was the uh first time people ever decide what to eat so quickly. hahha. i think. i had this spicy noodles which had this super huge bowl and whatnot. i was like stunned. paralysed neck down. okay. exaggeration. then we just crapped. then i played with felix's cam. it's not dslr, neither is it compact. it's some bridged cam which i also dk how to differentiate haha. but it's cool. LOL. i just anyhow snap snap.

oh then idk why we suddenly went to the fun fair. i couldn't really remember the exact things that happened. went on felix's car. (uh ehem can drive better) haha. oh so we went on that spinning chair thingy. gosh it was so fast and dizzy. i think they're trying to fling us off to mars. (uh i'm exaggerating more and more) but it was really spinning so fast i couldn't catch my breath quite some time. then they somemore have this blinding light thingy such that when i open my eyes and see it i thought i was going into a seizure. drama me. LOLLLLLLLL. okay i am speaking weirdly.

and after that i felt so dizzy haha. then stupid felix wants to go on the pirate ship thingy.

but obviously i didn't want that. excuse me! 360 degrees not enough, it somemore leaves people hanging upside down for like 2-3 seconds. gosh. that's why i prefer roller coasters to pirate ships. =.-'' but end up i still went up after meitheng and rouyan agreed to go on it also. gosh. it was terrible. gosh you could hear me cursing felix from up there. haha i would never go on it anymore. the next time i ever step foot into a fun fair again, i'm only gonna play bumper cars, ferris wheel and merry-go-round. okay i am serious about this. *pulling a straight face*

oh and to think that ahrou they all planning a trip to genting. goshhh. ): oh merry-go-round here i come! i'm gonna go on that ride for like 23547825 times hehhhhheeeeeee.

oh pause. let me see. i've spent 2 hours typing this much. thanks to fb and msn. hahah kept distracting me. LOL. and i spent so much time thinking what happened next also. my bad. i should've done this last night. so i won't have such memory lag now. hmm.

okay continue. oh there's nothing much to continue. uh and so after that we went back. hmm. the end. lol. oh anyway. i didn't really spoke much to meitheng yesterday. hmm. idk what else to say. i'll edit once i thought of something? hmm. (:

slave of Perfection.

p.s: it was a great day, yesterday. <3

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Monday, December 14, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 15:06

hi people, i am going to post in chinese today before i forget all my words and stuff.

okay and warning: it'll be another emo post i think.

感觉好久都没有写中文，我甚至还常常不知不觉将中文的对话换成英文，死鬼，这次真变成香蕉人了啦。糟糕。完蛋。以前还常常笑人不会中文，现在我才知道，哈哈，人在江湖，身不由己啊。不错不错我嘴里还吐得出名言，不错。应该还有药救。

最近每次我跟人家讲我什么什么现在的情况什么什么，（大都跟‘他’脱不了关系啦，唉）不同的人就会给我很不一样的建议，听来听去，听到最后我也不知哪个才是我该做的选择。所以有时不要跟太多人讲你的问题比较好，不然哪天一个叫你告白，另一个却声声质问你你为什么能跟他做朋友了还那么不满足的时候，你会想要叫全世界闭嘴。真的。我现在就有这样的想法。

那个叫我去告白的人之所以会叫我去告白，叫我做这种看似有些欠缺考虑的事情，是因为他不明白我跟那个人现在关系的发展。我现在是，说真的，不可能去告白的。这样真的很突然，再说，我还是有常跟那个人诉说我感情上的问题。那如果我就这样去告白的话，岂不是会给人一种不认真的感觉？我才不要那个人看轻我，你知道吗？但我认为告白的事是迟早的事，因为我是不可能让我自己抱憾终生的。我只是认为时机还未成熟。哈哈，要等到天时地利人和，相信还要等蛮久的吧。

而换言之，那个不断质问我为什么不满足的人，又之所以会这样问我，是因为他不明白我内心的挣扎，也不明白我这些年来的感触。我真的很怕有哪一天，我喜欢的人跟我说他有了女朋友，而他以前也确实喜欢过我的话，我想我真的会很想死。我一定会后悔一辈子的。话听起来虽俗气，但这又何尝不可能发生呢？所以虽然我和他是很要好的朋友，但他给我的感觉不再是单单纯纯的友谊了，所以，要说的，始终要说出口。但说真的，若要我开口，我承认那不是一件容易的事。看看我上一次的感情挫败吧。也不是我先开口的，到头来还不是我伤得最重？但话说回来，我当然不能这样子将两件截然不同的事情拿来比较，但不论怎么说，心头还是会有些阴影，也因此有着深深的顾虑。那，也是不断在阻止我迈向下一步的关键。

你可知道我想念你？

钧♥

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 11:17

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hi people! so yesterday i went out with rick and julian. hahah aeon. again. aeon is like the only place for klang people to hang out. idk why. i'm quite sick of the place alr actually. if i were to go there alone, you might as well kill me. haha.

okay so julian came late. LOL. and although i went there at like 11 plus (which was super early) to get the tickets, there weren't much seats left. haha. so we were sitting quite in front. sigh. nevermind. at least they weren't first-row-seats.

uh then me and julian were uh eating at mfm. some seafood platter lah alright. it was for 2. and haha we couldn't finish it. LOL. there were so much and the stupid garlic rice was so filling. hahha i only had 2 mouthfuls of those and i'm full already. LOL. see this. you can actually see part of my arm. LOL. julian lah. take picture never ask me move away.

then around 1345 rick finally came. wahlao he damn late lah. okay and then went to the cinema. haha. cause julian insisted on buying drinks and i insisted on going to the washroom, so we were uh a bit late ahha and the show was just starting when we entered. haha. so it was like super dark alr. can't see anything. LOL. it was new moon. haha. okay lah. not too bad not too good. a so-so movie to me. hahah. just like twilight.

okay by the time we came out it was alr like 1620. saw kahloong and chongyew and they stalked us to the washroom. hahah. and chongyew was so lame. miss-called me for no reason. he still hasn't changed. forever so lame. haha.

then we just randomly hang around, walking rounds and rounds in aeon. gosh stupid aeon really boring. there were only 3 floors haha. and we were like walking in men's section of clothes, looking at men's shoes and coats and bags and clothes. hahah. i haven't walked in men's section so thoroughly before LOLLLLLLLL! thanks to rick and julian.

then 1720 we watched 2012. haha this time we went in earlier. LOL. so lights were still on. it was an awesome movie ahha with the effects and all. LOL. but i froze in there. gosh and at times there was chilly wind blowing at us out of nowhere. julian agreed with me too. LOL. and 2 hours 45 minutes passed so fast! for once. i remember i repeatedly checked my phone for the time when we were watching new moon. HAHA. sorry vampires are just not my type.

then after 2012 it was around 8pm alr. we're SUPPOSED to find food. but aeon is just too boring. hahha don't even have nice food. we were walking rounds in the restaurant section when we came across this jap restaurant and we kepo kepo go see their menu haha. then we saw this word which sort of sounded like some rude word when pronounced hahah. nabe. LOL.

okay it was fun. then ended up we make rick drove us outside aeon to eat. but there weren't much to eat out there also. hahah. ended up i brought us to somewhere near my house ahha. rick was like so unfamiliar with the roads there. aiya my place very ulu one okayy haha.

after eating we were like turning rounds and rounds in my housing estate cause rick wants to send me home liao but he didn't know how to get out of that place after that hahha. so we had to go rounds while i taught him the way out before he dropped me off at my place. haha. funnehhhh. this is rick posing for 3 seconds cause i made him to.

so i reached home at like 2200. okay i took pictures of rick and julian while they're eating cause i was too free. haha i didn't eat. LOL i just realised my phone cam produces nice colours haha. even better than my olympus cam. shit.

(edited)

on a random note, hahah, i think rick and julian spoilt me. LOL. by tolerating all my nonsense and always let me have my way.

okay i'm gonna end off this post with another piece of encrypted text. sorreh. too personal to be shared with the public.

Show encrypted text

slave of Perfection.

(edited)

p.s: i spent 2 hours this afternoon just to learn how to encrypt texts. i even skipped brunch to make sure i know how to do it properly. (:

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Friday, December 11, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 19:35

was thinking whether to title this midvalley, hueychin, or ktm. LOL.

okay so today was the first ever day in the month that i got up before noon (excluding the days i was in shanghai). omg hueychin you must be so touched hahah. i woke up so that i get to meet hueychin hahah. we wanted to go klcc, cause she wanted to get uh this black outfit but we ended up at midvalley hahahha. we took train there. christmas deco was cool. it was like ancient-like and has castles and stuff. damn fairytale- like hhaha. i have pictures of those in my cam but haven't transfer them in here. hahah. and i went up to some stranger and ask her to help to take photo for us hahah.

not bad okay she knows how to turn the flash off. usually when you ask people to take photo for you they just take one, then yayy, mission accomplished, then yeah. but she took this one with flash, then she found it wasn't nice so she off the flash and took again. i was impressed hahahah.

not bad right? NICE BACKGROUND + NICE PEOPLE = PERFECT PHOTO!

hahha i know. i think this was after shopping alr. haha. oh we went to like a thousand and one shops to uh look at like all kinds of clothes. hahah. i kept looking at people's heels until hueychin can't help commenting about it. hahaha but i love strappy heels pleaseeeeee and i would've bought a pair if i still had enough money! ):

actually i also dunno why i spent money like water so easily. after all i didn't buy much at all! gosh sighs i need more money! why don't i win an eagles award too like kimmy? hahahha dream on. hahha like i've ever been a leader there hahaha. me not even their citizen hahah. dream on, baby, dream on.

hahah but i really didn't buy much although i spent all my money. ): i only bought this white shorts from voir jeans, which had this 50% discount, so it cost around rm35. then i bought my luggage bag polish which was around rm20, then uh something else was around rm27?

and we both ate at chili's hahah never been there before. their food was awesome hahahah. i had this chicken thingy which i really cannot remember the name cause it's so b long? hahha it's honey something something something ahhahahah. okay picture time!

hahaa okay but going back was a disaster hahaha. ktm sucked. there were just too many people and too few trains hahhaha. the train comes every 20 minutes? siao. and everyone was like squeezing and squashing everyone else so that they could get on the train. they don't even let people in the train to come out first. damn lame lah. walao. and they don't move into the middle of the train, they all loved to stand by the train door what to do? sigh. i have nothing to say. then when the train moves, you can see all the spaces in the middle of the cabin that i could have stood. siens. people ah people. use brain. squeeze no use one. be more civilised please.

sigh what's the use of pushing everyone? trying to give a super bad and smelly impression to tourists? don't need lah. everyone already knows that. and not just that you can't give this super bad impression to people, you can't even get onto the b train. tell me now, what did you gain from pushing people? yes you get to smell people's smelly armpits and touch people's sticky arms yeah, if that's what you want.

okay chill.

oh so i end up reach the klang station at like six plus. goshhhhhh. 2 hours just to come back from midvalley siens.

hahhaha but generally the outing with hueychin was great hahahah. oh hueychin i haven't choose a dress for you!! GOSHHHHHHH! don't try to run away from it hahahha! oh and we should do this more often!! before you and i get more and more busy by the day!! gosh you're starting school again so much earlier than me LOLLLLLLL felt like such a slacker.

oh and i have been eating at the weirdest hours today so hi again, gastric. ):

slave of Perfection.

p.s: today had been super awesome. i bet tomorrow would be super awesome TOO hahaha! can't wait!

p.p.s: still can't get used to the idea of a FRIEND driving me home hahhahha!

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 15:37

this is one of the short videos by 15malaysia, as you can see their banner in my 'supporter of' column. it's named chocolate. okay this is, i think, my favourite video idk why! hahah. but of course there are reasons for me to post this up instead of 14 other clips. uh.

1. this is directed by the late yasmin ahmad, who had been a great director that made malaysia so proud.

2. as i said, i like this video the best.

3. uh this clip's content is not as cheeeeem as some of the others, like the tree. gosh! and it is entertaining as well. so i thought it would be the best choice to introduce 15malaysia to all. hahha.

okay actually 15malaysia came out quite long ago lah, like way before Os, just that i hadn't had a chance to watch them all. hahah. anywayyyyy if you had a super great impression on malaysia, (which i'm sure you don't) then maybe after watching all these clips you might change your mind. cause all these videos show malaysia in its true colours. hahah. so yeah. so i thought this programme was a great one. (:

anywayyyyyyy. if you wanna watch more movies, you can go watch for free at the 15malaysia website. just click on the 15malaysia banner at the right column of my blog haha.

okay back to the topic for today. hmmm. yesterday felix said i have this very daring personality. shocked the hell out of me. maybe yeah, but you can also say i'm like too impulsive plus hot-tempered plus aggressive. uh actually he was only talking about my dressing sense, but i guess i'm like that in quite some aspects. haha.

yknow he described my prom dress as some plated armour? wahlao. and the yellow scarf i wore in my fb profile picture he said it looked like some indian flower wreath? gosh so he said i damn daring in my clothing sense. but whut! i didn't think of plated armour and wreaths when i wore them so yeah! i mean, idk i'm wearing weird things right? oh and maybe you'd think it's also daring to buy deep purple blanket covers? hahahha! i'm using that.

anywayyyy did i tell you i scolded this guy in PUBLIC (doesn't mean there's a lot of people) just because he used the public computer for an hour even when he saw me waiting and there weren't many computers available for use at that time? it was like around 2250 at night. it was my last night in shanghai and i hadn't went online before that for the past 5 days so i was quite eager to uh reply xiaodi and stuff lah. plus i had a cold that time. and i was tired. so you can imagine me, agitated already.

so when i went down, there were only 3 working computers and this guy was on one of them lah. then i was just leaning on the wall beside his computer, waiting, while peeping at what he's doing lah. excuse me, he wasn't even doing much things. he was, I THINK, categorising photos or stuff on msn or something. not emails, nothing. then he went to the mail section and started typing his mail. gosh he was worse than a snail. around 1 hour! he only typed like 9 lines of words. big words somemore! times new roman, font size at least 20! i wanna die already. and after he finally sent the email, he opened it again to read it. so as you know i started to boil already lah. cause all along i stood there, feeling uncomfortable and stuff.

so i started making this noise, coughing extra loudly and making noise with my feet on the carpet. to me, i meant it as a warning lah. it's like, excuse me! i've been waiting for so long and you've been bloody inconsiderate. no guilt or regret shown by that stupid guy.

blah then i couldn't stand it no more. i walked two steps forward and uh, not exactly scolded him lah, was just quite stern. was like, sir you've been using the computer for too long and i've been standing there waiting for at least an hour! the computer is here for everyone! blah and blah. i couldn't remember the exact words i said. ):

phew luckily he never stood up and start being ridiculous and scold me back. he still smiled lah. and he went off after a while. yayyyyy. so yknow what time i got to use the computer? 2345! bloody shit lah. can't stand people being so inconsiderate.

yeah so i guess i can be quite fiery AT TIMES, when people are just too much! i just burst out like that on occasions. okay but right now i can't think of other occasions on which i was hot-tempered. LOLLLLL. oh but i always feel uber tired after scolding people. LOLLLLL.

but when it comes to matters revolving him, i'm never sure. i'm never brave. i never had the guts.

slave of Perfection.

p.s: will you let me depend on you?

p.p.s: can't wait for tomorrow and saturday!! (:

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 11:58

i realised that i haven't been posting as much as i did during Os. well, Os were hectic. so the pressure, blah and blah surfaced the need for me to vent all my frustrations but now? i'm so darn free that i kept thinking of emo stuff. and of course, kind as me, i won't let my readers read all those ruddy emo posts all day long. i wouldn't want to influence everyone to be as emo as me. emo's not good. it makes you feel terrible. like, horribly terrible. you feel unwanted, unloved, and much more. sometimes i even felt useless. but of course, then again, i am NOT.

i want my bubbly self back!

and not be emo anymore like i did every now and then. yknow the night i came back from shanghai, i was so disappointed that i tried damn hard fighting back those hot tears when i was in the cab, coming home. okay enough. that was emo.

OHHHHH SO I HAVE A LOT OF PLANS NOWWWW! yayy hehe i am so impressed with myself! today's only wednesday. damn. i want friday to come like, NOW! me going out with hueychin on friday. just the 2 of us, like the meetings we always had. hahah i always loved those times. okay but this time i'm not going to her house. hahah we going klcc all by ourselves! hahah not actually, cause our dads will send us off at the klang train station, so that part isn't by ourselves hahah. i think i'm talking weirdly again. as usual. sighs. when will i ever talk normally, i wonder!

okayyyyy then saturday it'd be a movie. hahha 2012. okay i know i slow but what to do? earlier they having exams and i was far away in shanghai mah. hahah. rick and julian will be going too hahha. YAYYY. omg this better work out cause i've tried to plan this again and again, both before and after i went shanghai. ooops. too bad fuyuan can't join us. he has something on already, apparently! i wasn't even near busy after Os! okay well i was, actually. prom shopping, if you remember! but i was so free after prom and after coming back home! GOSHHHHH. i am such a slacker. suik and kimmy have found jobs as tutors! and i refused to help in my mum's tuition centre. LOL. okay i am not the best daughter alright. =.-''

oh and plans with trecia and meitheng and the rest of primary schoolmates are still under construction. haven't decided anything yet.

might meet up with meitheng next saturday. blah blah. but nothing's decided yet. hmm.

and trecia has yet to reply meeee.

and kimmy asked me to keep 28-31st december free cause she suik and shumei might decide on a date and i can go down to singapore and we can go to the bird park and science centre or something like that.

okayy no idea whether they'll work out well.

and when's 6K/04 gathering anyway? hahha. hope i am still here for the gathering?!

slave of Perfection.

p.s: it might be the very last time for the year. DDDDDDDDD:

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 00:51

hi everybody i'm back and i didn't buy a lot of things but i bought whatever i need and i bought things to all the people who have been so awesome and important in my life. yayyy. oh gosh. i hope i didn't forget anyone.

okay i tried to choose personalised gifts for each and everyone but as you know it's not really possible, considering that i'm super choosy and have been not very observant all the time, so i don't really know very much about people! BUT THEY ARE ALL SINCERE GIFTS FROM ME ALRIGHT! NEVER THROW THEM AWAY! YOU GUYS BETTER MAKE IT THE TOP PRIORITY TO SAVE IN A FIRE!

LOL okay i can't wait to meet up with people! i miss kimmy suik shumei and the rest of 11:30!

oh and i did name carving! woooohhhhhhhhh! okay there're details to that but obviously i'm not gonna post them all out on here ahhahahah! gosh.

okay the trip was awesome but i didn't manage to meet up with xiaodi they all. sighs.

sorry miss fast! i bring you nice malaysian food the next time i go back alright?!

okay i'm gonna post about the trip on some other day i wanna die already now. i am so bloody tired PLUS i caught a cold back in china. should i like, quarantine myself? aiya no need lah. hahah.

slave of Perfection.

p.s: service by MAS was way way wayyyyy below expectations. DDDDDDDDDDDDD8 i wasn't impressed at all.

Labels: china, emo, events, exhaustion, life, malaysia, sad, travel

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` shanghai } .

Sunday, November 29, 2009

i still held my hopes up high at 22:20

oh you know what, i actually went to aeon bukit tinggi on 3 consecutive days. gosh. klang seriously lack shopping centres. really speechless. finally bought my scarf. oh i went to serene outlook on 3 consecutive days too. lame. first the tights, then the belt and today, the scarf. hahah.

idk why but i sort of have not a very good feeling of walking on boots for the next 7 days. i mean, i know i can do it, but i'll be damn careful. shall not let myself sprain my ankle or anything like that. i mean, i really need to be careful. somehow i'm just uh, sort of worried. okay heels are fine for me!

shanghai here i come. xiaodi i will email you again. hope to see you you know. my ex-roommie. (:

so people! will be disappearing from action on this blog for the next week. will only be back on monday midnight. :D

slave of Perfection.

p.s: an early welcome back kimmy! won't be here to uh wish you this.

Labels: china, events, exhaustion, malaysia, travel

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